Two months.

Today was our two month anniversary.
I know it maybe kinda sad for some people to keep dates like this.
But I like doing it so XP.

Anyway.
Today wasn't the best day because of things ..

Hmm..
But yeah :D
It ended great.
I was on msn a while ago, and I had to leave to go to work.
And so I had to say bye to Luke.
Did you know that thats actually REALLY hard to do.
I know right, I'm dreading leaving him irl to come back home..

Anyway :]
When I'd finished at nine,
I was texting him, and he has no credit,
So I made it quite a long one.

Yeaaah.
I got home,
Signed on, and guess who was on.

I know right.
Typical.
I should have expected it.

Well anyway.
It was at 6 pages and tbph,
I couldn't be bothered to type it all out to him.
So I waited until he signed out
And I sent it to him.
All 11 pages of it.
:)
:Proud:

So yeah.
Thats about it
Although I did write two poems about him and us yesterday.
One of which ..

"One day I will be there;
I'll be
there with him;
Be in his arms;
And I'll let him play with my
hair.

One day I can just be happy;
To feel
safe; to feel warm;
To be loved;
No need to feel crappy.

One day I can feel his tender
lips;
Brush against my cold;
Un-touched and un-loved mouth;
His
caressing hands on my hips.

One day I will be
there;
In his heart;
As he is in mine;
I love you"

Yeahh.
That's it for today :D
I love my boyfriend.
Can you tell ;)

"You make me so happy. I've been the
most miserable bastard before you. Even mum says I've been better since I've
known you."

Fairy Tales.

I read all of the gushy pictures you see on photo bucket.

And I saw "You'll always be mine"

And right from the start;

I realised,

I'll never just be one of those girls

With one of those boyfriends.

That would spend the whole day just pleasing you

That could spend hours just talking to you

That will spew all of this just to see a smile on your face

Who adores your smile and can't wait to be able to gaze into your eyes.

Who loves you no matter how dorky you can be

How easily amused you are, no matter how childish your humor can become.

Although at times, you may feel alone

And you may not understand why or how you can be ignored like this.

Trust me.

I've FOUND the guy for me.

The one I love.

The one whose in love with me.

Who adores and cherishes me.

And I can't wait to just be with him.

This will be the most amazing time of my life to date.

It happens to everyone.

Just wait for your Prince Charming.

He's not dress in a suit of armor;

And they don't throw in a white horse for ya'll

Nothings going to be a perfect fairy tale.

After all.

What goes up must come down.

You are going to have to work at things.

The best things in life aren't given to you.

You have to work to get them (and keep them).

And all good things come to an end,

As everything does.

I'm not going to lie.

I would LOVE to be with him forever.

But I know at one point, wither it's next week.

Or in a couple of years.

Or in 50, things are going to end.

But lets not worry about that.

Live life for the moment.

Enjoy things as they happen to you and don't dwindle in the past.

I love my boyfriend.

Sorry; but what can I say ^^

I am deeply. Deeply. Deeply. Deeply. Deeply. Madly. Madly. Madly. Madly. Madly. In love with you.

I love him.

So.

I have a best friend called Zach.

He's pretty awesome, although he is THE single most ANNOYING person on the entire planet.

Yeah.

We get along well.

Anyway.

On the 30th July 2008, he introduced me to his online best friend.

Mr. Luke Dean Williams.

After talking to Luke for two days, I had told him my three biggest secrets.

I know right.

But I wasn't being stupid.

We just really clicked.

After talking to Luke for about a month, on the 22nd August 2008, he asked me out.

I know online relationships aren't the best idea.

And it IS a long distance one.. but, I really thought and still think we can make this work.

So, I went for it :D

Now, three days off of a two month relationship, and everything's going REALLY well :D

I love him and he loves me.

And tbph.

I have ALOT of trust issues.

With EVERYONE in the world.

But with Luke.

Well .. I just trust him.

Whenever I talk to him or think about him, I just feel all warm and safe.

I know.

I'm a loser.

Live with it. ;)

But yeah.

I really do know that we can work this.

I've told my mum too.

And that was quite hard for me, but I know that I want everything to be out in the open and all .. 

Clean slate right from the start.

And hey :D

Look where that got me :D

I'm going over to where he lives from Sunday -> Friday.

This should be amazing.

We're both really excited.

And it's really sweet.

I just.

I can't put into words how much I love him.

He means the world to me.

And yeah, that may sound cheesy, but tbph;

I don't give a monkeys, because for once in my life.

I'm happy.

So yeah.

Couple of problems.

Internet boyfriend (At least for another 5/6 days)

Long distance relationship

Age gap (I'm 14 on the 11th of next month, he's 17 in July.)

People being bitches and interfering

But it all doesn't matter.

Because the only two people that matter in this relationship,

Well.

They love each other VERY much, and will continue to for a long time so.

^^

By GOD am I happy

I want to stay with you and love you forever more. I never want us to stop and I wont let it