Monday, 20 October 2008

I love him.

So.
I have a best friend called Zach.
He's pretty awesome, although he is THE single most ANNOYING person on the entire planet.
Yeah.
We get along well.

Anyway.
On the 30th July 2008, he introduced me to his online best friend.
Mr. Luke Dean Williams.

After talking to Luke for two days, I had told him my three biggest secrets.
I know right.
But I wasn't being stupid.
We just really clicked.
After talking to Luke for about a month, on the 22nd August 2008, he asked me out.

I know online relationships aren't the best idea.
And it IS a long distance one.. but, I really thought and still think we can make this work.
So, I went for it :D

Now, three days off of a two month relationship, and everything's going REALLY well :D
I love him and he loves me.

And tbph.
I have ALOT of trust issues.
With EVERYONE in the world.
But with Luke.
Well .. I just trust him.
Whenever I talk to him or think about him, I just feel all warm and safe.
I know.
I'm a loser.
Live with it. ;)

But yeah.
I really do know that we can work this.

I've told my mum too.
And that was quite hard for me, but I know that I want everything to be out in the open and all .. 
Clean slate right from the start.
And hey :D
Look where that got me :D
I'm going over to where he lives from Sunday -> Friday.

This should be amazing.
We're both really excited.
And it's really sweet.

I just.
I can't put into words how much I love him.
He means the world to me.
And yeah, that may sound cheesy, but tbph;
I don't give a monkeys, because for once in my life.
I'm happy.


So yeah.
Couple of problems.
Internet boyfriend (At least for another 5/6 days)
Long distance relationship
Age gap (I'm 14 on the 11th of next month, he's 17 in July.)
People being bitches and interfering

But it all doesn't matter.
Because the only two people that matter in this relationship,
Well.
They love each other VERY much, and will continue to for a long time so.

^^
By GOD am I happy

I want to stay with you and love you forever more. I never want us to stop and I wont let it

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I LOVE your blog " i love him " soooooo cute mann