Promises.

I have quite a few friends.

And everyones means alot to me,

But my bests mean the most;

And I would actually DIE for any of them.

One of the group, Laura has hit some very hard times recently.

Stuff is going on in her life that she can't cope with too well;

And tbph, everyone does at some point in their life anyway.

But the way Laura is venting all of her anger and depression

It's through self harming.

I'm no liar when I say I have self harmed before.

But it's a state of mind. Skeptics may hold the view that it can be .. pathetic

And trust me, when you get to the stage were you do self harm,

You're at a low, and you know what you're doing is wrong,

But you just don't know how to get out.

You're lost and you have no way to turn.

But with Laura, everyones butting in, pretending like they know whats up;

Her friends and family, and I'm just as bad.

Everyone says they love her, but she believes no one.

I've spelled it out to Laura many a time that I'm here for her.

She's my best friend, I love her, and when she hurts, I hurt.

And her 'habits' upset me. They really do.

But I think I've got through to her.

I've made her promise to call me when she feels this way.

We're together now.

Shes not dealing with anything on her own now.

She has me.

And I'm going to help her.